MUSIC MAKE MII ALIVE

hahahahahaha

2007-11-06T04:37:00.000-08:00

lol! here again!! i'm totally in love with moi shades!!! i even wore 'em indoors!!! arh!!!!!!!!!

going crazy leh....

anyway, today selina passed her overnight suai-ness to tammie and me and we really.......... suai loh. selina kena almost slipped twice and both seen by me! haha. the first one is in sch when we coming down from sports hall.that one was really bad cos lotta ppl saw her in the break-dance position. lol. the second time was when we walking to e bus-stop, she almost slipped on the metal- covered drain. ha. then she grabbed my arm and continue walking. but wad's e point? she fall i fall, then i will land on her loh.... hahahahaha.

so me and tammie got on bus 100.... and when we almost reach the destinition that time, the bus when a little crazy cos the door cant close and the driver wasted like 3 minutes to open and close the door.... sianx...... then when i wanted to alight... my ez -link card failed me... arh!! it was damn embarrassing loh.......

anyway... i think the suai-ness is still there cos i keep typing wrongly..... sianx........

poor poor me!!! arh!!!

ohohohohoh..... my shades can be used as moi mirror too!!! so cool! well all shades does anyway...

i'm back!!

2007-11-06T01:21:00.000-08:00

hey all! me joelance. back from a vacation at malaysia and had just return on sat!! it was a nice and fruitful trip though. haha. made some new friends and mm..... get to my friends better!! had a lot of photos... but..... you know...i'm too lazy to post. hahaha...

but well... ther's some pics to share to!! ENJOY!!

comming up..... FUDO- GIRL! my accompian from malaysia!! so small so cute!! tammie've got a FUDO- MAN too!!

i shall upload the rest some other days then...... hahaha

but before that... let me show off my new shades!!!! so nice!!!! ah!!!!!!

mmm.....

2007-09-14T05:59:00.000-07:00

haha. so long nv post again sorry lah.

lol. there's a lot of problems lately.......
my "BFF" ignoring me acting as she is some kind superior because she is PPL and start to bug people around and..... wait till she becomes one then start bossing me. fat hope man. she sucks like hell. kena kick out by other gang still dares to act like lao da here. who she thinks she is.

anyway, i met 2 new friends today. hahahahaha. so nice nice. mabel's friend and mabel's friend's friend. anywqay, mabel's friend is called lenis while another one.... not quite sure. hahahahaha.

get a lot early home cos no cca le. and hehehe.... become plummer le....... must excercise...

teachers' day

2007-08-31T05:13:00.000-07:00

haha. the starting of the long awaited hols! yeahy!!

k. lets begin with 50 laps at cedar.
so this morning i woke up at 5.15am.
then, i reach the mrt station at 5.40am.
mabel was slightly late and duh, i was a bit frustrated. you know.....
ANYWAY, we made to school on time for the start of the laps.
k. i was the 8th runner, so i waited and waited and wait till its moi turn.
then i ran 2 laps.

after i ran, i went to play some games and eat some stuff before i return to run the last 2 laps with the bball team and mr lim and mrs ouyang. wad a honour!!
when we finished, we ran into the courtyard with those peeps scream like anything which is supisingly very pleasing to me. haha. FYI, i love attention.

so after that we had e teachers' day celebration. which is super nice cause of the video. and oh oh oh. ms poon is 'sexy' today..... haha. anyway.

after school, we are suppose to eat pizza at the bball court, but, i was rushing for time. so i wish the deary teachs a happy teachers' day and i am off.

so i met lots of old pals today. yeahy!! and the ang ting ya who called me six times during assembly today. and you know wad? i grown!! both taller and darker!!! yeahy yeahy yeahy yeahy!!!!!

haha. so we met loads of teach.... eat cakes....... goof around........ eat......... chat.......... play. nice going bac to da qiao. really. so long farewell .........

yeah for the holidays!!

2007-08-30T01:58:00.000-07:00

hahaha yeahy yeahy yeahy yeahy!!
hols are finaly here again. haha. yeahy!!
sorry cant retain the excitement.

and yup. still planning to put a tagbox and pictures and music in moi beloved bloggy.
BUT cant find the time. just too lazy. anyway..... blog is suppose to be sort of personal yet people still could read isnt it? i dont like people spaming e blog. so i have decided to keep things simple. haha.

if you could remember, i wrote in my previous entry that moi mum noting well ya? yup, she was hospitalized for 4 days to get blood into her and rest well. anyway, that few days......... haha. house in a big mess cause e...... dad and us didnt know how to use the washing machine so dad wash everything by hand...... my mum was like laughing like mad when she heard that. so cute.

oh well i am tired and shall blog another time. buai buai.

oh gosh

2007-08-17T21:19:00.000-07:00

something BIG happened today. Really big. my mom isnt in working condition and had to go to e hospital which almost scared me to death and rush. and..... to make things worst, the things in my art bag flew out and all the pencils came rolling out!? huh? then........ ii went to knock myself on a stupid green dustin and now mt left wrist is kinda swollen. sigh. wasnt in good mood but oh well, life's have to go on anyway.
BUT!!!!! something i have to say is that.......... i actually missed training. arh. i am bad enough yet i missed training cause of that idiot sis who dont pick up calls and stay for her project which means nothing. killing me. oh well, just pray hard that i dont get shot.
oh. but something good actually happened this term, i improve for all subjects but chinese. nevermind, at least there is something ii should really give thanks to. ha.
wanna go down to bugis to get myself a new myuk pencil case. its damn nice i tell you. butbutbut butbutbut. i must safe some money. haha. this week i safe ten bucks! yeah 4 me!!!!!!
anyway, keep my family in your prayers!

unfocus

2007-08-16T03:57:00.000-07:00

i noe. i noe. its the second time i blog today.
anyhow, i realised that i actually have difficulty focusing.
for example, i read stomach as stomata....... option d as c........
too many to be writen down.

should run down to the nearest optical shop to get eyes fixed. sigh.

and yup. my EQ is getting lower. ha. i got evelyn fuming mad because she hit me and i call her bao li ou ba shan. hahahahahahahahahahahahaha. anyway, i am planing i diet plan. me diet plan. how many times have i fail. ha. shall perserve this time round. lol. join me if you are free and kind!!!

oh well

2007-08-16T03:49:00.000-07:00

yipee!!!!!!!!! nice day from school cause i finally get to return home early and energetically.
and yipee for great improvement in sci. the last time i got 19.5 and now i have 24!!!!! yeahy!

magi mee to day is super delightful~~~
haha. oh well.

didnt get to blog nowadays because of damn load of project and presentation stuff.
bored to death of it! anyhow.......... its gonna be end of year soon! so after the end year paper, i will blast off to mars! yeahy!!!!!!!

dead!

2007-08-13T04:54:00.000-07:00

if you are here, would you come and help me?
i was wondering how long can i hang on to myself, how long will god hang on to me?
praying unceasingly was what i did, but it was not heeded.
a little help in my work will bring me a mile more.
would someone be kind and help me out.
stressing myself with loads of things, dying yet not giving up. trying to hang on, just a little more.

national day fever!

2007-08-09T21:31:00.000-07:00

lol. national day. haha. all i care is the superb hols coming up!
the celebration was great in sch..... but i was- i - dont - know - how hurt.
lol. sb dug her finger into my flesh.....? ew?!! HA. after that... we got locked up in sch by miss poon.
lol. anyhow, the ipw presentATION turn up quite good except that evelyn almost freak out because she quite nervous sia. haha.
thats for today.

idiot

2007-08-08T03:40:00.000-07:00

wad the daMN ShiT asShoLE suCKER. stupid they. syupid he. why cant they just look at the reality. i have absolutely nth i own. no ipod, no mp4, no mp3. nth. damn the fucking they lah. shit.................................

adidas!!!!!

2007-08-03T23:26:00.000-07:00

gosh. kinda addicted to adidas..... never knew that its is so damn nice until recently.
lol. i am just so slow..... just like knowing the debut 2006 band Cherry Boom. their songs are quite nice just a bit sarcastic. but no worries! i love sarcaism. quite meaningful...... blah blah blah. must hold myself down. i knew i have said this before but i would like to repeat myself. lifes' great like anything!!!! yeah for mii.haha. oh well.

i am bac!!!

2007-08-01T06:29:00.000-07:00

yipee! finally bac after 2 months!!!!
kinda tired of doing this and that. but otherwise, life's great!
anyway...... OHAYO! from hero! his bac from his long vacation in japan.

training and stuff............ minus-ing the part of depressing errors made and a bit of scolding here and there. my energy power is shooting up like anything.
ko-one rules. it is super hilarious............ must watch. if not, you will never understand.

gotta go! see ya guys soon!

maths

2007-06-29T05:43:00.000-07:00

just had a terrible time doing pattern with da. will have nightmares tonight i suppose.
good thing is that i actually manage to complete a whole test paper today! first time this year. for maths duh.... lol. tired of maths i suppose.

this few day didn't feel like going training. but have got no choice do i? keep on going!
here's a song 4 ppl who didnt like mii. you dont like me, i dont like you too. i be myself and do wad i like. nothing can stop mii........

I wanna talk to you.

The last time we talked Mr. Smithyou reduced me to tears.

I promise you it won't happen again!

Do I attract you?

Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?

Am I too dirty?

Am I too flirty?

Do I like what you like?

I could be wholesome I could be loathsome

Yes I'm a little bit shy

Why don't you like me?

Why don't you like me without making me try?

I try to be like Grace Kelly

Mmm Mmm

But all her looks were too sad

Ahh AhhSo

I tried a little Freddie

Mmm Mmm

I've gone identity mad!

I could be brown

I could be blue

I could be violet sky

I could be hurtful

I could be purple

I could be anything you like

Gotta be green

Gotta be mean

Gotta be everything more

Why don't you like me?

Why don't you walk out the door!

Getting angry doesn't solve anything

How can I help ya

How can I help it

How can I help what you think?

Hello my baby

Putting my life on my brink

Why don't you like me

Why don't you like yourself?

Should I bend over?

Should I look older?

just to be put on your shelf?

I try to be like Grace Kelly

Mmm Mmm

But all her looks were too sad.

Ahh Ahh

So I tried a little Freddie

Mmm Mmm

I've gone identity mad!

I could be brown

I could be blue

I could be violet sky

I could be hurtful

I could be purple

I could be anything you like

Gotta be green

Gotta be mean

Gotta be everything more

Why don't you like me?

Walk out the door!

Say what you want

To satisfy yourself

Hey

But you only want what everybody else

says you should want...You want

I could be brown

I could be blue

I could be violet sky

I could be hurtful

I could be purple

I could be anything you like

Gotta be green

Gotta be mean

Gotta be everything more

Why don't you like me?

Walk out the door!

I could be brown

I could be blue

I could be violet sky

I could be hurtful

I could be purple

I could be anything you like

Gotta be green

Gotta be mean

Gotta be everything more

Why don't you like me?

Walk out the door!

Ooooooooooh Ooh OoooooohWaaa

Humphrey we're leaving!

KACHINGAAAAA!!

school again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

2007-06-26T20:36:00.000-07:00

again in school! yup. its so fun blogging in sch! so private. sorry gotta go!!!!!!!!!!!!!

school!!

2007-06-25T20:51:00.000-07:00

first time blogging in sch ya.. lol. kinda addicted to lime green now.
so bright!!! yeah! i SHINE LIKE STAR!!!!
muahaha. wanna get a cbox thingy but no idea where. sad huh? i am a blogger idiot. hehe.
oh no. teach coming!

cant use com at home cos idiot bro will snatch and mii kena scold.
sad................................. jia you!
go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

finally

2007-06-23T06:37:00.000-07:00

yup.... it had been a month or so since i have blog again. the weird feeling come bac again. again. its' moi bro. i cant stop myself from hating him cos he got almost every thing he ought to have. wad more can he ask? its too much. i am getting bonkers!!!!!!!! help mii!!!!!!!!!!! arh...............
sch almost getting started again. one last day. but i still have got so many things to do leh. chiong like hell tomorrow le loh. sigh sigh sigh sigh.

Push It To The Limit

Yeah Come on now
Here we go Let's do it Yeeaah..
Push it push it to the limit limit
Cause we're in it to win it in it to win it Oh yeah
I realized that this is where my heart is
Now is the time to finish what i started
Can't worry bout what other people might say
It's who i am Gotta live my dream my own way
Work work it harder
Gotta take it farther
No holding back
You know we gotta do it right now
Be even better
Work work together
It's now or never
Show em how we shine we gotta
Push it push it to the limit limit
Cause we're in it to win it in it to win it Oh yeah
Push it push it to the limit limit
Give it all we can give it
We're in it to win it Oh yeah
Push it push it to the limit limit
That's right Gonna turn it up
That's the way we do it now
No time to stop
The champions are in the house
Yeah we can be Winners 'cause we understand
Our destiny is right here in our hands
Work work it harder
Gotta take it farther
No holding back
We reachin for the sky now
Be even better
Work work together
It's now or never
Show em how we fly we gotta
Push it push it to the limit limit
Cause we're in it to win it in it to win it
Oh yeahPush it push it to the limit limit
Give it all we can give it
We're in it to win it
Oh yeah
Gotta work it now
Work it out
We got it
Wanna hear the crowd
Everybody now
Gotta work it now
Work it out
Can't stop us
Gotta show them how
We gonna bring the house down
Push it push it to the limit limit
Cause we're in it to win it in it to win it
Let's goPush it push it to the limit limit
Give it all we can give it
We're in it to win it Oh yeah
Push it push it to the limit limit
Cause we're in it to win it in it to win it
Oh yeah Push it push it to the limit limit
Give it all we can give it
We're in it to win it
Oh yeah
Push it push it to the limit limit
Cause we're in it to win it in it to win it
Oh yeah Push it push it to the limit limit
Give it all we can give it
We're in it to win it
Oh yeah
Push it to the limit....

2007-05-17T23:55:00.000-07:00

finally..................... yeah! get to post bloggie again:) so long. have been eating so much lately -- u could have quess the outcome.
wad had happened lately? got struck by damn lan history result.
oh ya.... i love japenese food!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wadevawadevawadevawadevawadevawadevawadevawadevawadevawadevawadevawadevawadeva

sigh

2007-05-03T04:36:00.000-07:00

you shot me down

the way expected you to

the bullet hit me

straight in the heart

rats tried to steal my cookies. haha.

yeeha! yup. totally. just as expected. wad else. but of course.

i'm sure to join the dragon boating in the june hols. wad else? I'M A DRAGON BOATING FREAK!!! lol.

com broke down thats why didnt blog this few days. sighsighsighsigh. i am still stresed out. now even more. i still love myself but i hate who i am. cant understand? no worries. i cant too.

lol

2007-04-27T06:24:00.000-07:00

long time no blog ready. ha. miss mii? humph! let mii think abt wad i can blog......
oh ya. my aiming is getting frm bad to worse. ha. nvr been got ya? hit ppl with bball. so damn f****ing embarrassing. arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~

my poor shoes and feet and books and clothes. todae is raining heavily mii books got wet.again. my clothes got wet. wad else? my shoes inside got water then my leggy got soak in smelly socks and water.lol. todae have a great time painting during ipw:)

n remix song of the day!! drum roll pls:

" i say my time is running out
i'm faraway from where i wanna be
i'm hanging in the lost and found
i'm losing touch with evrey thing
and when i need someone to lean on~

u will be around
when i think its over
u wont let mii down
when my luck runs out
when it feel like lifes is holding me down
whenever i need u
u will be around

dont worry this wont last 4eva
i'll be alright
better late then never

u will be around
when i think its over
u wont let mii down
when my luck runs out

u will be around
when i think its over
u wont let me down
when my luck runs out

when it feels like life's holding me down
whenever i need u
whenever i need u
u will be around"

i knew u will be around, just like i will when u need me.

paper

2007-04-21T05:55:00.000-07:00

"screaming aloud won't help but it makes me feel better, nothing compares to this.
Why are we still here shouldn't we have moved,
and still we stay,
I cannot be with you,
let me go.
The scars upon your head pierce through my soul yet I can't love you.
The way that you love me, why can't you see that like this, we won't last.
Trust me we will be just fine,let go of this feeling you feign inside.
I know in just a matter of time,we'll be fine. "

more n more new songs to memorise isnt it? yup. mind u if u memorise every single extract of lyrics i have posted here like i do, soon u will go under the world record. ha.

jus in cause u wanna noe who the hack sang this song, its daphne khoo of singapore idol.
hunting 4 lyrics this few days n yup, this is the best that i have found.
oh. and if u have any nice songs that u noe of, pls tell mii. ha. i need to exercise my brain, lol. this all 4 today. enjoy and have a nice day!!

stage of nirvana

2007-04-17T06:11:00.000-07:00

was revising my history notes when this suddenly struck mii. i have been meditating every night without fail bt i didnt really noe y i was mediating. so, i wrote down this list in my foolscape.

being alert. this is a very important point. i took the bus 107 home and overshot 4 or 5 bus stop. this is so dramatic ya? so, when i realised, i started walking all the way home. when i got home it was already 7 plus. erm... wait a second , i could have taken a bus home! dude. y didnt i think of this earlier? ani way, i got home. safely. thats the point.
drinking of water. yup. all living things need water dont we? bt...... it is a matter of where, when, why. u noe y? it is because water is valuable, it cost a bomb.
raining saints. raining saints arent that honourable ani more. u dont want to noe y. it hurts.
skies. 4 this, really gotta work hard. speaking of skies, pollution is really getting worst. n this means, its more likely to get skin cancer. no way!! i love the sun n the sun loves mii. ppl out there, pls dont cause so much pollution!
marshmallow magic. i first tot that this magic was a waste of time. bt this time round, it came in handy! perfect to replace hero [ who is currently not around ]:)
sch work. grades getting down, feeling/ emotions getting down, energy level getting down, enthu getting down......... nothing is fair/ perfect in life isnt it. jus have to perserve n make sure i cling on the edge of the cliff as tight as possible till june. u might wonder y. its my bday and this time round, i gonna make full use of the one and only bday wish.
use of pc. ma n pa say that pc is onli suppose to b use on sch work. quite right. so i have decided that i will try n stop watching >25 videos each time i use the pc and lessen the no. of fanfictions i read [ hello?! this is 4 improving english ].
true frenns. true frenns wont leave u unattended when u have probs and xin shi. yup, so true. thankie thankies to all mii true frenns. i lurf u guys! frenns and family should lurf and care 4 each other just the way they are isnt it?
smsing. yup. cant live without it. bt... it is a mirical that i use abt 300 sms a month only.
start doing the correct meditating. [ cant remember what i want to write ]

"Can't help if I space in a daze,My eyes tune out the other way,I may switch off and go in a daydream,In this head my thoughts are deep,But sometimes I can't even speak,Would someone be and not pretend? I'm off again in my World"

try too hard

2007-04-10T05:24:00.000-07:00

yup. sometimes, ppl jus try too hard. cant help it bt jus hate.

lolx. didnt know how/when that i actually started reading this book called PRINCESS DIARIES.
the last PD i read is like 2 years ago? ha. lame. bt i honestly have nothing to blog abt. wondering how i change the template of the bloggy. hmmmm. 2night gonna meditate and pray hard that tmr will be a better day. thankie 4 frenn in church---- QIQI!! keep chatting with mii on msn. lol.
need to run down to the doc to get mii bac cured asap. and yup. i think thats all.

nononononono. i jus remember sth. my wallet gonna bleed profusely as moi BFF ppl bday are coming!!!*drum roll* comin' up first is zhi ying. bday on sports day leh. ha. nxt FRI. lol. wonder wad have to buy 4 her.

yeeha!

lifes getting horrible

2007-04-10T01:34:00.000-07:00

again. i was wrong again. training is so damn tiring. almost gave up. almost there.
i hav been training like hell yet i am still at the same spot. suffering from servere back pain, leg pain and ankle pain. sigh. i tried my best and now i have to wait to see if god want to help mii. sigh.
"There's a heroIf you look inside your heartYou don't have to be afraidOf what you areThere's an answerIf you reach into your soulAnd the sorrow that you knowWill melt awayAnd then a hero comes alongWith the strength to carry onAnd you cast your fears asideAnd you know you can surviveSo when you feel like hope is goneLook inside you and be strongAnd you'll finally see the truthThat a hero lies in you"

for once, i totally disagree with the music i listen to. my hero has left mii. leaving mii hanging miserably at the edge of the cliff. perhaps my inner soul is too messy and chaotic that he couldnt live in it any more and had to take leave and rest on the sandy beach of hawaii. he is so irresponsible cos his job was to support mii and give encouragement in wadeva i do. now thats he is gone, wad can i do. he doesnt have a laptop so i couldnt contact him by mail. and the WORST of all is that he forgot to bring his CELLPHONE?! now my frenns, wad can do? P.S. my hero wherever u are, pls come home soon cos i need you badly.

my life now is like a a rubberband that has been stretched to its fullest and stretch somemore, it will snapped and break. miserable isnt it? i better go to kallang river to row boat [ DRAGON BOATING RULES!!] or either that, go escape and relax myself. i dont want to die so early.

2007-04-08T05:26:00.000-07:00

"I looked away Then I looked back at you You try to say The things that you can't undo If I had my way I'd never get over you Today is the day I pray that we make it through Make it through the fall Make it through it all And I don't want to fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it 'Cause I'm in love with you You're the only one I'd be with 'til the end When I come undone You bring me back again Back under the stars Back into your arms And I don't want to fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it 'Cause I'm in love with you Wanna know who you are Wanna know where to start I wanna know what this means Wanna know how you feel Wanna know what is real I wanna know everything Everything I don't want to fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want to fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you And I don't want to talk about it 'Cause I'm in love with you I'm in love with you 'Cause I'm in love with you I'm in love with you I'm in love with you"

lol. not in love though. *sigh* it wasnt till recently that i realise that how much of my life is associated with music. every pieces of music/lyrics have always been able to touch my feelings. jus like this piece. fall to pieces. i fall in love with this music ever since i first heard it. it was the meaning and the tune that had attracted mii.

jus like i have said. not in love though but honestly, i do have someone in mind. lol. he plays the drum, electric guitar and the guitar. cool huh? he not veri tall. bt i believe that he is abt 1.7something m tall. he is quite attractive, in a way that he is good looking and funny. ha. BUT~~~ his chinese totally couldnt make it. sad huh. i love chinese.

pull hair

2007-04-08T05:06:00.000-07:00

gotta get high!!!!! must work hard to achieve better results. cant take in too much setbacs. will die of sadness. ani way, i am totally stressed out. i think i hav said this before bt have to emphasize on it again. i am totally stressed out!!! dude. dieing. even BS teach oso can see i veri emo today n tired. i didnt scream or do anithing though. teach is clever.

need to meditate"ommmmmmm........" to xi kao how to make life more interesting. jus as it is stated in this song.

"life is a work of art, you gotta paint it colorful
can make it anithing you want, dont have to stick to ani rules.
you dont need a high IQ to succeed in wad you do.
you gotta have no doubt, just believe in yourself"

yeah!!!!!

2007-04-05T23:08:00.002-07:00

training is getting better each day i quess... but i jus couldnt make myself get enthu during CIP. i trip and fell on some little kids that day. so embrassing. i need to HIDE. kill myself better. wad can i do???!!!! i need to go bac there next week again.

arh....

2007-04-05T22:51:00.000-07:00

' hanging from the ceiling, life's a mobile spinning round with mixed feeling. crazy and wild sometimes i wanna scream out loud~'

juggling my life with cca, exams, homework, church, family and frenns matters, i am tired and completely stressed out. i need a place to break from this world and scream out loud. i am feeling lost. perhaps ppl didnt really understand mii.

missing life in primary sch where i hav a group of frenns who noe mii inside out. yup.. need to mention this particular frenn of mine. she is the real BFF which i could ever had. she is no other than ting ya. ha. we used to fight and quarrel with each other but we nv hated each other. we nv been angry with each other 4 more than 5 min. wad a great frenn i have huh. she knew mii well till she dont have to ask mii wad i think, feel or want, she noe wad i want n think. though diff sch bt still the BFF whom no one could ever replace in my mind. she knew to say sorrie when shes wrong, she knew when i am angry. we console each other when either is sad or angry. we share almost every single secret with each other not fearing we will let the cat out of the bag.

she is the best frenn i could ever had....

a long n sad post

2007-04-05T22:29:00.000-07:00

yup... the first post 4 this blog. this going to b a long n sad one. the person i gonna include in this post will b known as sb .

sb is sort of moi BFF until nowaday. well, i have tolerate long enough n this time round she over do it. she always had mood swings and everi single day i had to try to put up with her mood. y? i tot we will going to hav a lot of fun together. how wrong i was to think abt that. sb should deal with her own stupid swings, i dont always have to b thrash around withe her emotions. i'm sick to death abt that. she is always been able to hurt me physically and emotionally. physically as in she hit mii and pull mii out of my seat resulting in mii knocking over the table and all my things dropping on to the floor. she didnt bother to say sorri or help mii up. mean. i tired jus to see her.
evry day she comfirm no need to say will hav swings. i didnt tell her abt wad i actually think abt her cause i couldnt bear to do so. sb is totally think she own the whole the world. so wad if she hates to listen to advices and couldnt take ani of them, she shouldnt show attitude. without taking in advices, without learning wad mistakes she have made, how could she learn/improve? i will always b a victim of her. trying 2 break free of her. she is helpful. alright. bt she had a totally unbearable attitude. i try hard to put along with her. i really had tried. bt wad can i do? she wont tak in ani advices. i wash my hand off her.

this friendship is officially dead. BFB. best frenn blowout. sb totally blow it.